How today started ..

Hmmm woke up a bit early this morning I suppose ..

Its just me and my brother at home , cuz dad and mom went to Smt bkt piatu with

my sister for I dunno what ..

How && Howw ..

Bored so I looked around everyone's FB accounts and accidently [seriously wasnt on purpose]

checked out to my ehemmm² !! Ex' account .. He posted his blog so I clicked on it ,,

didnt know what I was doing ,, I was reading his blog .. [obviously it was about me]

come on , which was so pathetic .. it said he dreamt about me , and he still loves me and Bllaaahhh² ..

I am a hundred percent sure it was just for some specific attentions .. ergghh how annoying .. FAKERRR ..

Why + More Whys ..

Yesterday was up for a hockey training .. Ended early cuz most players had whatever with school activity ..

So i was hungry and so was Teah .. We went to kiosk up for buying some food ..

Whoaaa .. was harukkkkk all around block E ..

Dunno I only heard Teah's name being mentioned .. So I didnt care ..

Then went back I got a text from my ex [this one is the other one .. N]

.. So I got a text from him , around the time when I went to pick my sister up from work at Mitc ..

He went beserk saying that I shouldnt say things about him when I actually wasnt ..

He eventually took the opportunity that I replied by saying MEAN things to me ..

By then I lost my temper so I say mean things to him back ..

I bursted out crying last night .. So padan muka I la ..

Mata pun sudah bengkak² ..

I dunno if I should forgive && forget .. And come back to him even he said he was sorry ..

I really dont know whats the best thing .. Helpppp ...